i think it's finally the perfect time to blog. peace and quiet. no distractions.. hopefully i can finish what i want to say by the end of this post.
suddenly i am feeling more hollow and empty than ever. i wonder what's going inside me. i tell myself i will work hard for weekends (i believe many of us out there are working for weekends to come). now that 1 of the 2 precious days have gone, i think that i have not done anything productive for the day, other than going tomb-sweeping in the morning.
work is getting tougher by the day. think i am slowly adapting to it. the pace is still not as fast as that in RE, but workload wise it's more pertaining to the job scope. after all there are alot of loose ends waiting for me to tie them up. it's geting frustrating at times, especially i have to handle some irritating SLs (which i do not want to elaborate further in case i get flamed online). luckily the colleagues (both in AMK, WDL and NBR) are very understanding towards me and they always help and guide me whenever they can. i am very grateful towards them. i tell myself that even though what im covering is a perm position, i will work hard and strive for the very best, not just because of the operations, but more for the job satisfaction.
it's a dynamic environment out there. i will never be on my seat for more than 15 mins at once. i am sure that before 15 mins i will be called out from my seat to the counter to help out, to do despatch, and other stuffs. not that im complaining. every day is a different day, a different exposure. hearings and investigations have been quite an experience for me (though i am still trying to adapt to it). listening to affected parties telling their side of the story, and making judgement as to what should be the appropriate punishment for them can be quite difficult at times. especially when the areas that they touch upon are grey areas where there's no definite right or wrong.
other than that, sometimes work can be quite stressful. esp when you are taking over a perm position that just left with loops still lying here and there. it's like walking on a minefield - the mines are just lying there on the ground waiting for you to step on them and then POOF! they wil just explode on you and you have to fight the war already. sometimes the work permit cases can give me a heart attack. arh
enough of work. luckily joanne will be back from australia soon. i shall collate any questions that i have and start to bomb her haha.
work aside - i think i am addicted to viwawa, esp on wahjong. i think it's just something that helps me to pass the time when i am in front of the computer not knowing what i want to do. speaking of wahjong, i jhave not been mahjong (read: touching mahjong tiles) for very long already. i am starting to feel the itch.. argh.
i suddenly feel like playing some rock songs on my guitar and singing (or rather shouting) at the same time. it's so boring at night! but i think i will get scoldings from my parents if i do so..
so.. i think that's all for now. will update if i have anything else to write.