AHM in the morning was pretty fun.. at least i wasnt THAT shagged when i finished the 10-clique. it just felt different from running 10km in sungei gedong camp. cus in the camp we had to run around the camp for 5 or 6 times to complete the 10km. everything seemed the same throughout; we got to see the same scenery again and again when going round in circles and the feeling was bad. but for AHM it was different; for every single metre i moved forward everything i saw around me was new. the road was pretty straight and flat and the weather was pretty much good most of the time (except for the rain when i was at my 7th km)..
it was pretty much a great experience and i saw alot of my army frens as well as my jc frens around the padang. think i will go for it again next year (anyway i have to lah.. bobian)
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just met up with wanzhen just now. didnt see her for quite a while.. think it was since the start of the year. wanted to know how she's doing and i guess she wanted to know how im doing.. (haha my life is crap) quite happy to see her lah. hope that i m able to go for MAF immediately after i pass out from AISL as an AI spec. and hope that u wont be so stressed when i see you again! :)
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this week has been a wee of SOCs. yes i still fail my SOC and im seriously panicking now. if i cant pass by next week i will most probably fail my course. which kinda sucks. my running is still the main problem. and larry is giving us a headache: he wanted us to run 500m in 1:40 when we were in SBO. like WHAT THE HELL?!? think about it. in PT kit we could only run 400m in l:30. it's already impossible to pia 100m in 10sec already in PT kit, let alone in SBO + SAR 21. it was so freaking unrealistic and we wanted to complain. but guess what he said?
"you still fail your SOC. you are a bunch of weaklings, so you dont have the rights to negotiate with me."
like WHAT THE HELL!?
ugh. so none of us managed to complete the 500m in 1:40 loh. but he didnt seem to care and made us go for another round. this time the timing was more realistic: 2:25. but most of us were tired already and my legs just gave way in the middle of the 2nd run. sighs. the feeling was horribly demoralising. sian diao totally. and today after the run my legs are currently giving way now. so sng lah! need to massage for the whole night already. otherwise i will die for tmr's SOC again. NO I HAVE TO PASS.. UGH.
sorry if you all dont understand what im talking about. im just ranting..